Have we been here?
Do you recall?
Am I wrong?
Were are spirits not linked before?
In you I see the animal that I am.
Fearless, uninhibited.
Do you recognize my soul
In the autumn's falling leaves,
On the brewing meadows in the spring?
Or do you see me in the heat of June,
When all those loving fools, caught in seduction's game
Glorify the liberties of youth and life…
When the frost of winter creeps in your halls?
Nor we are free, nor we are bound.
Yet two spirits running
In sync, in time
In the wild!
Press me harder, its never enough.
Force you have should crush me
but will not.
Say Im a mazochist
I dont care.
Just hold me
as close as you possibly can.
Bullshit I responded
to all that you had to say.
I simply refused to believe
you loved
me in that way.
Now you come
with praise and with love
where have you been
when I suffered so much?
For two years Ive waited
now youre finally mine.
against you I bear no grudge.
were together,
no man can be found,
no force strong enough
to tear us apart
-you wouldnt allow,
its how I know you love me so much.
Cruel you might think I am.
Dont imagine Ill disagree.
Too bad you cant see
whats going on inside of me.
That dont mean
theres no heart in me.
Many times before
has it been crushed;
Why cant you see
pass my guard?
Love I have for you will never fail!
Forgive me my cruelty now and then.
Prodigal son returns;
All is forgiven.
Defeated is everyone
with some pain in life;
the rest should be excused
for causing cracks.
Think not, you may all
Burn in hell for all
I care. No place is
there in this world for
those who dont care
and for those who know firsthand,
how it feels to hold ones heart
on the palm of your hand,
to squeeze it so tight
the owner falls in lack of might.
Clouded vision and pinky skies,
Lovely kittens and butterflys flight,
Puff, all had vanished in a split of a sec.
What once was pretty, nows
hideous and gray.
Pebbles by the driveway
scare me to death.
Simply impossible it is,
you say, that I should be afraid.
What of this can so terribly be?
Havent you seen it the way I did;
Through pinky glasses when I
was young I saw everything
the way I wanted, else not.
Pictures like the drool of a black dog
Looked positive with no exceptions at all
-now to see them would mean to avoid.
What kind of plague do you pass through
when all that is good turns back on y
poke my eyes out,
i don't need to see.
pull my ears out,
i don't need to hear,
but please at least leave my hands be,
don't strip my skin,
all i forever need is
to feel you here with me.
Have we been here?
Do you recall?
Am I wrong?
Were are spirits not linked before?
In you I see the animal that I am.
Fearless, uninhibited.
Do you recognize my soul
In the autumn's falling leaves,
On the brewing meadows in the spring?
Or do you see me in the heat of June,
When all those loving fools, caught in seduction's game
Glorify the liberties of youth and life…
When the frost of winter creeps in your halls?
Nor we are free, nor we are bound.
Yet two spirits running
In sync, in time
In the wild!
Plain all sucks
Apsurdity it is
Would you not agree?
To throw away one`s life
Under pretenses false as:
Infatuated love,
Other people`s advice,
Regard to your mother,
Or is it not?
What is worthy of our lives?
Boy with his toy
Like a marvelous boy
With a shiny new toy
Appeared the driver of the bus I was siting in.
So proud he looked
While he played.
A new bus was there,
And the game began.
Who will it be that`s gonna drive him today,
Be the man?
Doesn`t he understand?
The bus is new
But for long not gonna be.
What will the boy do
When he learns
Nothing in life ever stays the same
So unfortunatelly that bus`s also gonna change.
Poor boy
Now he`s sad.
For a brief moment he actually thought
He was different.
Life makes no exceptions
Poor boy.
It won`t do `em now.
Poor boy and his dreams.
Now he feels sad.
1.
"This forest, a nightmare," she whispered as I lay faking sleep. That was my very favorite part of being with her; hearing her troubles when she thought no one would be there to listen. Her voice was more than simple beauty against the velvet darkness of the morning, of course, she never knew that; I slept much more than she did.
2.
I seem to wake far less rested, the deep purple shadows that play across my face explain so. I day dream sitting by my kitchen window as I correct myself, 'our' kitchen window; well, it used to be anyway. Thats when she would dance in, wearing technicolour poetry against her snowy, milky skin as I sat with m
If Death had a Color by xxNothingisEternalxx, literature
Literature
If Death had a Color
If Death had a Color
If death had a color
I think it would be white
Like the color of winter's
Knife-like embrace
Or the funernal pall's
pale dusty shade
Mabye even the endless hue
Of the insane mans cell
If death had crayon
It would be white
Well hello!
It has been too long since I updated anything but that doesn't mean I've been completely lazy. I've written some new poems and now I feel ready to share them.
As always they are just portrayals of my current state of mind or a way to say things for which I have no ordinary ways to say. Hope some of you like them or find something in them that moves you.
As ever the purpose of art is to inspire :)
i'm obligated to regretably inform you that i will have to take a 10 days break cause eastern holidays are aproaching and i don't have internet at home. i'm gonna miss you all
hope you won't forget me
with love
christy
p.s.today'y my 17th birthday
aaaanyhow, lately i've been forced to face with both my good and bad sides. for a while it was hard but i'm glad that it all had happened. now i know what i am capable of and of what i am not.it all left marks so i apolodgize in advance to all who read my poetry because it is a little bit gloomy.
with dearest regards,
christy